Sink or Swim!

It’s that time.  The time I had been looking forward to so much but at the same time, a little frightened at the idea of being on my own.  This Padawan has graduated to Jedi…I hope.  Jen and Josue left for the States yesterday and while it isn’t the same as Qui-Gon Jin dying and leaving Obi-Wan on his own, it kinda has some parallels.  I mean I have my own Jedi council here that I’ll see occasionally but as far as the work in Mololoa, it’s just me and Evelyn and the ladies.  You know, when I think about it I’m not really frightened at all.  I’m excited! 

Jen was a huge help to me for the first month and a half I have been here.  If it wasn’t for her I might still be sitting at the airport with all of my bags wondering what I should do next.  But instead, she and Josue gave me a place to stay, great food to eat, showed me around the city  and helped me in any and every way they could.  Without them I’d still be lost, even more so than I occasionally am while driving (but I always find my destination J).  I can’t say thank you to them enough and I pray for the best as they move to the States.

This past weekend Ed Brown and Danny Mullins, Elders from Palmetto, came for a weekend visit.  They stayed Thursday-Monday and I think they had a great time, even though my death star… I mean apartment isn’t fully operational yet.  Can you tell I’m having Star Wars withdrawals?  Their main purpose for visiting was to hire a new preacher.  Noel has been the preacher in Mololoa for about 4 years I think and he has decided to go to Mexico to plant Churches.  That meant Mololoa Church of Christ was in need of a preacher.  Danny and Ed did exactly what they came to do and the new preacher, Pablo is set to start in December.  Mololo gets a new Preacher and a new American all within 2 months.  However, the ones that are leaving are leaving us new guys a great ministry that we can expand upon and help grow.  This was Ed’s first trip to Honduras and I think he really enjoyed it.  He got to see a lot of what we do here.  Now we just need to get him back on a summer trip to show him what Torch does. 

We had a party for the ladies last Saturday.  A 7 year kitchen anniversary party up at El Picacho, The Jesus Statue.  The ladies all seemed to enjoy it especially when they were told about their pay increases and received a little token of our appreciation of them in the form of dinero.  It was a very special day that I was glad Ed and Danny could share with us.  Evelyn had a great devo, the pizza was great and the rain held off while we were at the statue.  It was a great day!  The ladies at the kitchen received on gift for each year that they had been working at The Manna Project.  They love getting gifts.  God has provided the ministries in Mololoa with men and women who are dedicated to the work, who love the work and we are extremely grateful to them for the passion they have to serve their community. 

Repairs on the Daycare are coming along nicely.  I am still being told that another week and a half and they’ll be done but that might be asking too much.  I think 2-2 ½ weeks and they’ll be done.  Things will then start being bought to replace the things that we lost during the flood and the Daycare will be up and running before we know it.  We are going to have a Grand Opening party once the Daycare is back open. To let everyone know that it is back open but also to re-introduce the daycare and it’s services to the people in the community.  An open house is probably a more suitable word.  If anyone would like to help with the cost of that then just let me know.  We have thrown around ideas but haven’t nailed anything down yet so as soon as we get more details and costs, I’ll let you know. 

So what’s new with me?  Not much really.  I’ve been doing great.  Are you like me and wondering  how on earth it is already November 14^th?  I mean REALLY?  The time just keeps flying by.  They are playing Christmas music here in the stores and setting out Christmas decoration ALREADY!  It’s crazy how fast the days are coming and going.  Although itt is good that some days go by faster than others.  I’ve had good days and bad days but the good ones outnumber the bad ones by a lot.  After I came back from the States a couple of weeks ago I was praying at dinner and thanked God for the safe trip back home that day, meaning back here.  Jen got a little tickled and later said she thought it was cute that I said “back home”.  But it does feel that way now.  A few people have kind of chuckled when I say I’m going to run home really quick or something like that.  They say, “It’ll take more than a few minutes for you to run home” meaning the States and then laugh.  But right now this is home and I love it.  Monday I had a bad day.  Danny and Ed left, I didn’t feel too good.  Which by the way I think I have finally gotten over that stupid cold I had.  But I had all these thoughts running through my mind about what would happen if living here turns out to be more expensive than I can afford, which is still on my mind, or if something happened and things didn’t work out here and I had to go back to the States.  I started thinking about what I would do if that were to happen and how it would be nice to still have the things we take for granted in the States (mainly a drier seeing as how my clothes were hung out and it rained last night before I got home to get them L ) and my stomach started hurting at the thought of leaving here.  I mean like, I had to go make myself do something else to take my mind off of that because I don’t want to think about that.  Now I hope and pray that won’t happen but like I said I was just having a bad Monday and all these doubts were in my head.  But for me it was God taking doubts in my mind and casting them aside by making me feel the passion He has placed inside of me for this place.  If I feel that awful at the thought of leaving then I know that I have a passion for this work.  I love my family and I love my friends.  I miss them all a lot but it would kill me if I had to leave here right now because I feel like this is exactly where I’m supposed to be.  I think I said this a week or so ago but I have all these plans that sound great and are running around in my mind and I think God is doing great things here and I’m just so thankful to be a part of it all. 

I’m also working on a monthly newsletter to start sending everyone who praying for me and the ministries or giving financially to me or the ministries.  It will hopefully be a little more in depth about what is going on.  I have a lot of people’s email already stored in my email account but just to make sure that I have everyone’s email, could you either comment with your email here or send me an email with your email if you would like me to email you the newsletter.  (I just used the word email 7 TIMES in that sentence).  I bet you just went back and counted. My email is jtgist@hotmail.com.  I also just realized that it was daylight when I started typing  so I didn’t have lights on and now it’s pitch black and raining.  I can’t see a thing from staring at this computer screen….AND I HAVE CLOTHES ON THE ROOF DRYING!!! AHHHHH, NOT AGAIN!!!! Dang, two days in a row!  I hope you have a great night and I’ll write again soon! I gots to go.

The Lord is my shepherd, I lack nothing.

He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters,

He refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name's sake.

Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.

Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.